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I dont even really have anything to blog about. Im having a fat day… Maybe Ill take some measurements later. That might help haha…

Me and Cody are going to Paranormal Activity tonight. Hes being nice… Its kind of scary. He brought me home some roses… for no reason. SCARY! But Im trying to stay positive. He asked me where I want to go to dinner. Hes trying to be supportive… I think. And Im trying not to let numbers and food run my life. So Im trying to think semi healthy, and Im trying to remember, I can always bring some of it home for lunch or something too!

I had made some soup earlier cuz I just didnt feel too good. And I dont like the noodles they put in the soup, so I always make my own and add them and just dont eat the soup noodles… Anyways, I could barely get half of it down. I just wasnt feeling good at all. So I figure maybe some OJ or something… So I had to go to the store… Well I come home and start cleaning up a bit… I totally forgot to put my soup away… Well not needed anymore! My soup bowl was completely cleaned out! Compliments of Killer!!! He looked SOOO guilty when I got home hahaha… It was cute… And it was only chicken noodle soup. So he got some carbs, chicken broth, chicken pieces, and some veggies. HAHAHA… Im just gonna monitor his portions a bit tonight when I feed him his food. His poor belly probably doesnt know what to do with all that hahaha… Hes just been laying around all day in the sun. Dumb dog. But I love him to pieces!!! Hes kept me sane through a lot of this… I love that doggy!

Ive had a bum day. I was in jammies all day. I still havent done too much. I debated going across the street for some goodies, but I decided I need more fruits and veggies first. We got blessed with an extra $1000 for the last 2 weeks of the month. Things were gonna be REALLY tight. Im trying to show Cody how to do his bills. And well, now fix his bills that got so messed up. We actually found out Cody has 12 open lines of credit!!! YIKES!!! ANNND some things in collections cuz his mom just didnt pay them!!! OMG!!! I showed him how to work out some of the bills. And we ended up getting 3 of the lines paid off, or close to. But in doing that, we pretty much used all the money we had for the month. And Im sure you all know how much more expensive it is to eat healthy and better, than running out and grabbing something cheap and yucky! But I guess all the guys in Codys unit got paid for the extra 10 days they missed out on leave. They went back to work early, so it was like a double dip or something… Goodness all this military talk and I still dont get half of it! Haha… But it was per diem? Or something, so $135 a day… Times 10! YAY! But I talked Cody into putting more of it towards paying off bills. You guys dont even understand how messed up they are cuz of his mom. Ugh…

Im just bored. I dont have much to say. I want to go to the gym, but I gave Cody the car today. That was dumb. Im craving Taco Bell! Sooooo naughty! Ill see if I cant find some healthier mexican choice haha… Why is it when we try so hard is when we crave the bad foods the most? Blah. Oh well. I think Ive been doing pretty good!!!

I guess I can go back online and start searching for a new car. Cody wants another vehicle. What a nut… I like my pretty car though, so yay! And once the bills are in order, a new car will be no prob!

I just wanted to blog and not lose myself again and not be the blogger I used to be. Feel free to not comment haha. This was a huge blog about nothing. Just my day so far, which didnt even have anything to do with weight loss. Hope everyone is having a super weekend!!! TTYL!!!